"i am a mute"

yep the most ironical thing anyone could ever say.

anyway, i'm pretty down today. like happy at first but when it gets later into the day u'll feel horrible. it's okay if u dont understand. i'm not the wordy-wordy person. so i cant exactly write out how i feel.

guess i did something really wrong today. well, i know rule are meant to be broken and stuff but certain rule, especially those u set for urself, u dont usually go about breaking them. it's like part of ur principle u know. okay enough of nonsense.

there's this person in my life who's really irritating me. well, in a discreet way. but still. this person enjoys attention like REALLY enjoys it..that person loves boasting as well and doesnt care if anyone gets hurt physically or mentally when that person does it. iono if this person knows it or not but i guess this kind of attitude would make other people alienate this person. however, this person actually thinks that the world is at fault for going against this person.

bugger.

oh and darla told me something really disturbing about her T-person yesterday and i cant stop thinking about how (eww) that guy is. sheesh.

seriously man. next time if u hv got such stuff to share. thanks but no thanks. gawd.. but i still like darla.. not the T-person.

kay now for a word game!

_ _ N _ _ _ _

guess the word and u'll stand to win a mystery gift!

-gurgle gurgle-

i cant think of any nice titles to title* my entries with anymore.

* title (ty-tal) : adj. the act of adding a title to something.
titles/titled/titling

kay i noticed too, that i havent really been writing these few days. like those looong entries i used to post.

on christmas eve, i was at michelle's place. this yr's eve, it'll be at my place. so happenly is my parent's anniversary too. my mum told me that if i were to get married, never go for new year's eve or all those special dates. eventually u'll hv to sacrifice one of them. but this yr, since its at our place. i'm not going to let that happen. okay... maybe it'll be new year's eve party cum mum and dad's anni. not the other way round. but still. i plan to decorate the house too. and get some party stuff for our guests. just to enhance the atmosphere. yep. x)

yesterday, i went out with darla. lammie was suppose to join us AT 2!! and he said he'd call us.
and i DID tell darla that we were going out. okay anyway this is like all my fault la.. haha. i'm like partially retarded (at times, and so happenly it was THAT time). i didnt make myself that clear. kay anyway, darla got me this bag which she made. its really nice of her. thank you! but i didnt get her anything, and i'm like feeling pretty guilty. I'LL TREAT U TO MUDPIE SOMEDAY OKAY? and lammie got me this recipe book which i can write all my recipes in. its really neat. thank you! then again. i forgot to bring his prezzie. so sorry. anyway i'll like get something to add on to what i already got for u. yup.
OH YAA.. something really funny happened. darla and i bought tickets to THE HOLIDAY. and there was this 5-seat row. the outer two was alr taken(blue). so she and i took the inner 2 seats(yellow).
eg: [1][2][3][4][5]
later when we met up with lammie we told him he could watch the movie with us if he wants cuz there's like a seat beside us which we were convinced that no one would take.so it looked something like that.
eg: [1][2][3][4][5] blue-taken
___[1][2][3][4][5] yellow-lammie's seat.
___[1][2][3][4][5]
if u dont get it, nvm. =( i'm easily ammused can.

at night, like at 930. jiaqi came to my place to return me my coats. she's like thin okay. ya, and she invited me to go to her cousin's place. like for fun. but i obviously cant cuz it was alr late, and it's too last minute. =( anyway thanks fo asking.
oh and she got me this monkey pouch thing. which is really cute. and also wrote me this little note. in it was the sweetest things said ever. -sniff- kaay... i will never forget u la. =)

then even later into the night, rajesh smsed me to tell me there was training. this is like so so last minute. it kills my enthusiasm. really. i'd really love to go BUT.. ya.

YAY!

okay people! thanks to peilin's suggestion, i've decided to put up a tag board!

so yup. feel free to write (nice) stuff in it. heh heh heh. x)

yup yup yup

okie... i finally got my shoes!! i mean they're finally in my hands! yay!
went to meet joy at jurong to get them this afternoon.
hmm my berks wasnt exactly what i expected but im fine with it =)
my sister says the colour's hot. haha and it looks clean. i got the white-base one instead of the black one. its pretty rare in singapore. HOPEFULLY! i dont want to end up wearing what everyone is wearing. its pretty sad really. =x
and my 4" pumps! it fits like really reeeally perfectly. so yea. and my berks are like a little big. but i cant get a size smaller cuz then it'll be too small. i hate such stuffs. sighs..
anyway, my mum told me to make dinner today. hah! funny. usually i volunteer. so i suggested HEALTHY fish and chips. definitely not the deep-fried thingys u get outside. everything's baked. thus HEALTHY. get the link? do ya?


that's my fish and chips. dont be fooled by the fact that it looks white and baked and tasteless. it's actually really juicy and well, tasty. yaa.. i make a bad food critic.
anyhow, its nice. i also made lemon-orange soda. nice! oh and served with the ever-so-classic creme-o-mushroom. oh and notice the fries? its short if u've realised. thats cuz all the potatoes were pretty tiny. yep. still taste good tho. yay!

iight i'll end! i'm starting to (adjective) (noun) already! haha.

PICTURES! FINALLY!

okay mellie-blog-readers, as promised the pictures!

SUNDAY NOVEMBER 19

my salmon teriyaki thingy (first attempt)

SUNDAY DECEMBER 3

my salmon teriyaki (second attempt)

warm peaches with strawberry and ice cream topped with raisined maple syrup.

MONDAY DECEMBER 11

ben and jerry's Raffles City.

the beeeautiful view from our hotel room =)

thai food for dinner that night. it's at LERK thai. haha i remember okay!

my mummy's cake! not the one i wanted but still it was really delicious. no regrets.

our little celebration x)

the food at Asian Kitchen. yum(z)!!

tired tired..

had training today. the last time i went for training was like 2 week ago or so. i thot i was the only girl again since ytd yf and tam told me that they cant make it. thank goodness there was hidaya. but venetia, jos, magdeline and annie came later so i wasnt that ps-ed. haha! i hurt my knee during training today. wasnt that bad but yup. just like some buuuurning sensation. haha.

kay iono what to say anymore. will blog some other time.

no wait wait! my dad's coming back this thursday. (i hope he bought stuff.. haha!) my sis and i may go pick him up again. yay!
ohh, and i needa shop seriously. im clearing my closet again then im left with nth to wear!(noo!) but its good tho. one should clean up/renew their closet once in awhile. oh and shoe collection too. indulgence people..
and and and.. i didnt mention, i got my mum a pair of earrings and a matching pendant from perlini's just something simple which she could put on everyday. haha! yeps. okay thats all really.

really.

really!

wee! my head..

today was bad really. but pretty fun tho,with darla and bob! yeps. really miss bob. haa.
was like my first time trying chivas and i seriously didnt know it was 43% alcohol..
now my head hurts, but it isnt as bad as this afternoon tho haha.
i cant CANT take my booze (told u darla) haha. was like pretty funny.
think this is like the first time i got quite tipsy. but im perfectly fine really! haha

anyway today is my mum's birthday! but we alr did the celebration part during the weekends.
we went to Marina Mandarin to stay a night. my mum loves such stuffs. like whats wrong with our beds right. haha
on sat, my sister and i went to raffles city to wait for my mum. i mean like our mum. whatever.
yup she wanted to hv ice cream and since we were at BnJ i brought her there. was a pretty nice place, firstly cuz there werent many people. haha.
when my mum FINALLY came.. we checked in at that hotel. it was a lovely place. i used lovely cuz of the many christmas decorations at the lobby. haha. our room was on the 17th floor. nice place cuz my mum got the premier room instead of the normal ones. we got the pool view (literally).
we went for dinner later in the evening. to some thai restaurant. again nice place. but iono whats the place called haha. forgot can.. haha
at night, we celebrated my mum's birthday. i didnt get the cake i initially wanted cuz i couldnt find it.. (duh!)
so i got this really cute(=small) log cake instead.its chocolate so my mum NATURALLY liked it haha.
the next morning, we left there at around 1155.. haha kaay.. then we went to suntec's starbucks to chill...... my mum actually jaywalked with us okay.. haha quite funny. but shh..
yeps. then we went on shopping from suntec to city linkmall to raffles city. i bought this half dress from Series. know those which uve gotta wear with leggings or tight pants.. ya. its like $99.90. my mum liked it so wth... she said i looked pretty doll-like in it haha. kaay..and bob critisized it! stoopid pig. >=(
whatever.. we went to raffles city's asian kitchen for lunch. simple but deliciously delicious heheh. then i went to shop for michelle's christmas prezzie.

will end here yay!!

note: ive came up with something. cuz i cant get the pics on at the mo, ill hv an entry specially for the pictures. and ill date them so it's reader-frenly. hah! im thinking aloud!!

bah bah bah bah bah bah bah

u have noo idea how bored i am now..

seriously...........

bah bah bah...

gonna have a mini pool party.

with darla bob and gary.

its noodle day yay!

ya..

bah bah..

oh and there will be drinks.

my dad has some opened drinks.

so yup.

haha

jim beam abs vodka and chivas.

kay iono if there's still chivas but yea.

oh and ive made those bears alr.

well actually only 2 but im working on my third.

this yr's bears are a little bigger than last yr's.

like 3".

last yr's was a centimetre small i guess..

iono.

but ya its cream coloured with gold sewings.

and this yr the bears have mouths.

haha!

last yr's was brown with gold sewings.

and 2 eyes.

thats all.

oh my mum's birthday's next monday.

we're thinking shangri-la rasa sentosa.

or meritus mandarin.

iono.

depends on whether my mum prefers the sand and sea

or the christmas lightings.

anyway i plan to get her a cake.

for the 3 of us ladies.

i like the one from bread talk.

really cute.

its like small in diameter but like tall.

maybe 12x10.

and its really chocolaty.

my mum loves chocolates.

and me too!

kay.

i promised pics.

but not now..

haha.

soon kay?

soon.

iight ill end here.

bah bah bah...

yaaaaaay!

omgomgomgomg. like my shoes are finally here! totally. haha *snort* god.. *does bimbotic eyeroll*

kaaay. the two shoes i ordered are here! a little earlier than what i had expected tho =) i got berkinstock-madrid in strawberry and a killer red 4" peeptoe pump. haha! just for the fun of it. =)

i'm like really happy and excited at the same time now. hah!

anyway. i did the salmon teriyaki again. cuz my dad didnt get to try it the last time round. the second attempt worked out really well. really! and this time i pretty much had every planned out nicely. so it went quite well. dinner i mean. and there was dessert. its called "warm peaches with strawberries, a little ice cream and topped with raisin-maple syrup" yum i tell you! YUM!! alright i'll hv pictures on, PROMISE!

i cant put pics into my comp now cuz:
#1 im using motorola V3, WHICH;
#2 doesnt hv those memory stick thingys, SO;
#3 im still using cables, BUT;
#4 my dad deleted the stupid prog in the comp, THEREFORE;
#5 it would take me awhile to get the prog back on, CUZ;
#6 i'm lazy x)

updates on my weekday stuff [27nov-1dec] bahh..

my weekdays were pretty alright altho there wasnt anything much that went on.

~mOnDaYy*
had fried rice for lunch.
yaaa... thats it.

~TuEsDaYy*
went to sch for training!! but guess what. the rest of the volleyballipeeps are still at the chalet or are at home recuperating. LIKE WHY NOBODY TOLD US!!!! do u know it takes me an hour to get to schooooool?! (argh!) and the worst part is that no one told venetia that training is cancelled. so the 5 of us actually came for practice yifang zhisheng hidaya and i. and venetia who's not really at a loss cuz she also had OGL meeting in the morning.
so the four of us chatted in the canteen(1/3 of the time complaining) until a little later when we decided to go eat. but yifang had to leave us for her bf. sad. and hidaya had to leave too. so its like zhisheng and i and it was like damn weird. cuz i never ever talked to him before. like REALLY talk. at most its just a hi-bye thing. but we went ahead for lunch eventually.

~wEdnEsDaYy*
we had training today (for real) at GMSS. and i sprained my hamstring during the earlier part of the training. and not to mention i sprained my abby area a few days ago, so i was pretty much suffering throughout the whole session.
after that we went to hv lunch at some place at toa payoh. at first i didnt want to eat cuz i promised my fren to go lunching together but in the end i ate with the volleyballipeeps cuz a) i was hungry. b) the food there is just too tempting. c) LOOK AT ME! IM SO THIN! I MAY FAINT ON MY WAY HOME!
im so sorry. =(

ps. you so dont deserve me.

~ThuRsDaYy*
i woke up late. like an hour late. and i was like making alot of noice my dad said " okayokay i'll take u to school."
haha yay! and i was supposed to wake tammie up at 8am (i woke up at 830). so the both of us woke up late. heh. but i reached sch on time. thanks to daddy who drove me to school in 17 mins. whizzing through the jam and speeding pass red lights. no im just kidding. i confessed to coach about me being late thus tammie would be slightly late too. he said it wasnt my fault and that i was pampering her. BUT THATS NOT THE THING. i made a promise what. and now i put her into trouble. sorry tammie. =(
for warm-ups, we ran 4 rounds round the track. i seriously cant run. cuz i didnt train for it. and my left knee would hurt if i were to run for long after many months of not running. but i completed my four rounds anyhow. so i guess it was pretty good that i did. =) OKAY ENOUGH!
we didnt have the court or hall too. iono why. but yea. so we hung ard the grandstand doing stuff.
later we went lunching again then i headed home.

~FriDaYy*
today's resting day. i couldnt really get out of bed cuz my body felt so stiff (gawd!). so i spent the day tv-ing ang doing this. my family isnt that stable these days. we're well but just not that well. not relationship wise. we love each other. not financial wise too. we're fine really. just not like before. but we're recovering. haha. kay i sound confusing. i'll update on this sometime in the future. so nevermind for now!

so thats what mainly happened during the weekdays. hopefully the weekends are very much better. haha. oh and my mum's birthday is approaching. so is christmas. yay! iono if i should make stuffies for people again. like the brown bears i did last christmas. but i'll think of something and for those who wants it, lemme know. dont hafta pay (tsk!), after all its the season of giving and sharing. =)
i guess some people have become less thankful or have forgotten the joy of experiencing the simple things in life. now when i compliment someone:
me: u look pretty in this dress!
someone: wth was that for! are u a les?!

or when i happen to remember something someone told me:
me: oh i remembered the last time u told me (something)
someone: erm. its quite scary that u remember so much.

iono. i seriously dont know.

gawwwd...

yesterday(sat) was the worst day of my life i tell u.. THE WORST! seriously! worse than APN or SWD. gawwwd...
[mishap #1] woke up early in the morning cuz had to get ready for volleyball chalet. the journey was long and horrible, and partially creepy. and when we got there, the stupid reception person told us THE FRIGGIN CHALET IS TMR(sun)!! we initially were told that it was on the 26-27 nov (sunday-monday) but iono what went wrong later and this happened. we were like totally stuck at the stupid, partially creepy place not knowing what to do. after that we came up with a decision that we all went home and come back on sunday as if we knew the chalet was then. poor raphael had to fridge* ALL the food. in the end yifang zhenhui zhisheng and i went to tampines mall(i think thats the place) to have lunch.

* fridge- adj. ( fridj' ): the act of putting something in the refridgerator.
fridged/fridges/fridging

i met darla later in the afternoon at holland subway. we slacked around for a while before heading down to town to check out forever21's stuffs. oh and we bought ourselves "happy-flowers" pins to stick'em in our hairs. darla and i do alot of crazy/silly things together. lemme name a few:

#1 we play "what if"
#2 we wear candy necklaces. u know those beady ones threaded thru a string? yes they are edible.
#3 just yesterday we wore flowers in our hair
#4 we film our own version of "jack-ass" with me as the camera person of course. the stunts are just too non-mellie-friendly for me to handle.

cant think of anymore now. but ill update if i think of them.
[mishap #2] at around 8 at night we went to meet darla's fren ryan for his fren's party at DXO. that stupid bastard only made us pay for the bloody tickets and he ran away. totally ignoring dalini alr. we were like damn pissed so we just walked off. okay it wasnt exactly that simple but ill just cut things short. gawwwd!

so we went to meet lammie at darla's house. lammie didnt buy booze at all. but its okay. we counted on gary to bring them. i cant drink. like seriously. darla says my limit is half a can of beer but i think its worse. im still working on it okay! so we hung out at her pool and talked crap.
[mishap #3] the night was passing so damn slowly i can like count to 100 in 5 seconds.
[minor mishap #4] gary finally came at around 2 plus. with the booze. very very little booze but its okay. im not going to take any from them haha. they got a little high(lambs was like the drunkest) and started playing silly games and making each other do dares, like pole dancing under the huge umbrella and strip-teasing. I DIDNT SEE ANYTHING I SWEAR! cuz i didnt put my specs on. i hope i didnt really miss anything tho. haha! anyway. the forever-a-jerk gary threw a chair into the pool. wth can! now we risk getting scolded by the security guards. (argh!) lambs got pretty drunk like after a few shots of martel. and he started doing silly things as well.

ard dusk, gary had to leave alr. but before he did, we tried fishing the chair out of the pool. but it was like in the middle of the pool so gary had a brilliant idea, which is to go to the opposite side and BLOW at the chair till it reaches our side. WOW! einstein would be so amazed. so lambs helped by using the life-float to "peddle" the water while gary used a plastic bag. yup.
[minor mishap #5] when the chair moved like a little the security guard came. gary was the first to run. (ure so gonna die in the army) we told the guard that it was like that when we came. good try, but the guard bought it anyway haha! later he said we should take like a stick or something to fish it out. like why didnt we think of that. sheesh. but when he went, we were still standing there waiting for the chair to float over. it was ard a metre away when i tried to hook it back with my always-handy/leggy-and-loooong legs. no just kidding, i was just trying to help. then again i couldnt reach cuz darla cant hold me properly. haha! not her fault la. she was also afraid i would fall in. so lammie tried with his always-handy-and-loooong arms to take it back. and he did yay! just as he did, the guard came back with a mop. haha great timing uncle.
we then slacked ard for a while more till sunrise. then we (darla and i) went to wash up before heading home.

we did this stay-over-at-pool thingy a few times alr. always end up saying never to do this again. but in the end we still do. hah. we're funny la.

i got home at like 830 this morning. my dad was alr awake. we said we were going out for breakfast but i passed it. i need sleep, lots of it. i slept for like 4 hours before waking up to jia qi's call. (thanks ar.. haha!) i had to pass her some winter wear cuz she's going to china. after breakfast (at lunch time) i called her again. she said her whole family is waiting for me to wake up hahaha. sorry! she dropped by at my block in like 20 mins to collect her stuff.

then i made lunch for my dad and sister, slept again for another 2 hours, then blogged. wee!

i'm medium-happy today.

just had my class chalet yesterday. was preeety alright.. only felt abit weird cuz it wasnt exactly 23C's chalet but yaa.. well its over already and so long as the rest felt it was really good then good for them.
i saw jia qi, after quite sometime, for the first time yesterday. she still looks the same (duh!) she had some virus infection which was supposedly DEADLY. but she still look quite radiant (okay im sounding quite gay). ANYWAY!! we had dinner together and sorta caught up quite abit.
jia qi and i left at 1050. she's sick so she shouldnt stay. my head was hurting medium-badly too, i think its becuz of the weather. so i didnt stay over as well. nothing much to talk about it overall.

today i (my mum and sis) will be going to the airport to pick my dad up. not that he doesnt know how to get home but i think its about that really warm feeling u get when u see ur family at the arrival hall, sticking their faces on the glass walls and waving frantically, like little girls would when they see F4, as they arrive at the airport. for us, i think its just an excuse to eat out. heh heh.

few days ago, i heard that there are quite afew people in sch who's afraid of me.
WHY! am i that scary?! =( so sad la..
kay, i admit i dont smile much. but that is to people i dont really know only okay. i mean i dont usually go ard smiling at people and making frens with random people but if i know that person say, after one "intro session", i find it weird to go say hi the next time i see them. but if the person acknowledges me, i will smile and greet them. im not that stuck up la..omgggg =((
sighs very sad.

boo. boooo!!! BOOOOO!!!!!!

so sad can!! chompy's suppose to come to my house tmr! but due to some unforseen consequences.. we had to cancel this thingy which we've planned for for a week or so..
sighs.. chompy doesnt seem thaaat sad tho. iono if its just me or he really doesnt feel sad.

i borrowed a cook book on saturday. and i did this teriyaki salmon that evening for my mum and sis. ITS GOOD OKAY!! like seriously. my mum and sis liked it. me too! aye, no one would think their food is good unless it REALLY is okay haha(self-praise). i'll be making honey glazed chicken tmr! wee! i'll have pics of them on soon enough. i'm doing drinks too. like sodas and stuff. kaaay.........

anyway!! kok msged me 2 days ago (fri) to tell me, or should i say remiiiiind me, that "tmr (sat)" was his birthday. SO CUTE RIGHT!! ya and now we're discussing where to take kok tmr as a birthday thingy. we've been doing this since 9 (now's 1045). god, we make a horrible team.
and kok promised to get me a dress with his first pay, for christmas. so yay!

END!

hah! my very first blog entry!

kaaay.. it took me like this looong to decide on creating a blog. initially i wanted to do this cuz i thot that it would be a nice place to complain about how miserable my life is now and stuff. think i should be more opitimistic these days.. yay!

anyway this isnt exactly my first blog. ive got a cheena one which is supposed to be some chinese lesson thingy but i havent been updating it alr. and will never update it ever. but if ud like to check it out, the addy's below. please pardon my language haha!

so i kinda lost SOMETHING yesterday. but it was like my fault (argh!) so i cant exactly blame anyone. well maybe except for the idiot who took it! but i bought it back.. again.. the same one.. exact.. so ya, close to a hundred bucks gone.. but ya.. im cool.. i will be.. i think..

darla brought me to this new shop at holland which sells quite nice stuff and i saw this dress which i like. haha!

jiaqi says our shoes have arrived! finally! earlier than expected but yay!

had volleyball training yesterday, iono why but i felt like puking the whole morning =( and my perfectly french manicured nails was ruined. took me like 1 hr to do one hand okay.. we did physical as well cuz it rained during the last 30 mins of training. argh! and we did it on the concrete floor. now my tail bone and hip bones hurt. boo. i couldnt do the jumping part, cuz ive got this thingy on both my big toes (gross!) and itll bleed and hurt alot when i put pressure on it. wouldnt elaborate further. at least i tried jumping and completed slightly more than half of what we were supposed to do. heh heh!

kay ill end here! (i promise ill update regularly, i prooomise.)

cheena blog addy : www.mellie-moo.blogspot.com