"i am a mute"

yep the most ironical thing anyone could ever say.

anyway, i'm pretty down today. like happy at first but when it gets later into the day u'll feel horrible. it's okay if u dont understand. i'm not the wordy-wordy person. so i cant exactly write out how i feel.

guess i did something really wrong today. well, i know rule are meant to be broken and stuff but certain rule, especially those u set for urself, u dont usually go about breaking them. it's like part of ur principle u know. okay enough of nonsense.

there's this person in my life who's really irritating me. well, in a discreet way. but still. this person enjoys attention like REALLY enjoys it..that person loves boasting as well and doesnt care if anyone gets hurt physically or mentally when that person does it. iono if this person knows it or not but i guess this kind of attitude would make other people alienate this person. however, this person actually thinks that the world is at fault for going against this person.

bugger.

oh and darla told me something really disturbing about her T-person yesterday and i cant stop thinking about how (eww) that guy is. sheesh.

seriously man. next time if u hv got such stuff to share. thanks but no thanks. gawd.. but i still like darla.. not the T-person.

kay now for a word game!

_ _ N _ _ _ _

guess the word and u'll stand to win a mystery gift!

-gurgle gurgle-

i cant think of any nice titles to title* my entries with anymore.

* title (ty-tal) : adj. the act of adding a title to something.
titles/titled/titling

kay i noticed too, that i havent really been writing these few days. like those looong entries i used to post.

on christmas eve, i was at michelle's place. this yr's eve, it'll be at my place. so happenly is my parent's anniversary too. my mum told me that if i were to get married, never go for new year's eve or all those special dates. eventually u'll hv to sacrifice one of them. but this yr, since its at our place. i'm not going to let that happen. okay... maybe it'll be new year's eve party cum mum and dad's anni. not the other way round. but still. i plan to decorate the house too. and get some party stuff for our guests. just to enhance the atmosphere. yep. x)

yesterday, i went out with darla. lammie was suppose to join us AT 2!! and he said he'd call us.
and i DID tell darla that we were going out. okay anyway this is like all my fault la.. haha. i'm like partially retarded (at times, and so happenly it was THAT time). i didnt make myself that clear. kay anyway, darla got me this bag which she made. its really nice of her. thank you! but i didnt get her anything, and i'm like feeling pretty guilty. I'LL TREAT U TO MUDPIE SOMEDAY OKAY? and lammie got me this recipe book which i can write all my recipes in. its really neat. thank you! then again. i forgot to bring his prezzie. so sorry. anyway i'll like get something to add on to what i already got for u. yup.
OH YAA.. something really funny happened. darla and i bought tickets to THE HOLIDAY. and there was this 5-seat row. the outer two was alr taken(blue). so she and i took the inner 2 seats(yellow).
eg: [1][2][3][4][5]
later when we met up with lammie we told him he could watch the movie with us if he wants cuz there's like a seat beside us which we were convinced that no one would take.so it looked something like that.
eg: [1][2][3][4][5] blue-taken
___[1][2][3][4][5] yellow-lammie's seat.
___[1][2][3][4][5]
if u dont get it, nvm. =( i'm easily ammused can.

at night, like at 930. jiaqi came to my place to return me my coats. she's like thin okay. ya, and she invited me to go to her cousin's place. like for fun. but i obviously cant cuz it was alr late, and it's too last minute. =( anyway thanks fo asking.
oh and she got me this monkey pouch thing. which is really cute. and also wrote me this little note. in it was the sweetest things said ever. -sniff- kaay... i will never forget u la. =)

then even later into the night, rajesh smsed me to tell me there was training. this is like so so last minute. it kills my enthusiasm. really. i'd really love to go BUT.. ya.

YAY!

okay people! thanks to peilin's suggestion, i've decided to put up a tag board!

so yup. feel free to write (nice) stuff in it. heh heh heh. x)

yup yup yup

okie... i finally got my shoes!! i mean they're finally in my hands! yay!
went to meet joy at jurong to get them this afternoon.
hmm my berks wasnt exactly what i expected but im fine with it =)
my sister says the colour's hot. haha and it looks clean. i got the white-base one instead of the black one. its pretty rare in singapore. HOPEFULLY! i dont want to end up wearing what everyone is wearing. its pretty sad really. =x
and my 4" pumps! it fits like really reeeally perfectly. so yea. and my berks are like a little big. but i cant get a size smaller cuz then it'll be too small. i hate such stuffs. sighs..
anyway, my mum told me to make dinner today. hah! funny. usually i volunteer. so i suggested HEALTHY fish and chips. definitely not the deep-fried thingys u get outside. everything's baked. thus HEALTHY. get the link? do ya?


that's my fish and chips. dont be fooled by the fact that it looks white and baked and tasteless. it's actually really juicy and well, tasty. yaa.. i make a bad food critic.
anyhow, its nice. i also made lemon-orange soda. nice! oh and served with the ever-so-classic creme-o-mushroom. oh and notice the fries? its short if u've realised. thats cuz all the potatoes were pretty tiny. yep. still taste good tho. yay!

iight i'll end! i'm starting to (adjective) (noun) already! haha.

PICTURES! FINALLY!

okay mellie-blog-readers, as promised the pictures!

SUNDAY NOVEMBER 19

my salmon teriyaki thingy (first attempt)

SUNDAY DECEMBER 3

my salmon teriyaki (second attempt)

warm peaches with strawberry and ice cream topped with raisined maple syrup.

MONDAY DECEMBER 11

ben and jerry's Raffles City.

the beeeautiful view from our hotel room =)

thai food for dinner that night. it's at LERK thai. haha i remember okay!

my mummy's cake! not the one i wanted but still it was really delicious. no regrets.

our little celebration x)

the food at Asian Kitchen. yum(z)!!

tired tired..

had training today. the last time i went for training was like 2 week ago or so. i thot i was the only girl again since ytd yf and tam told me that they cant make it. thank goodness there was hidaya. but venetia, jos, magdeline and annie came later so i wasnt that ps-ed. haha! i hurt my knee during training today. wasnt that bad but yup. just like some buuuurning sensation. haha.

kay iono what to say anymore. will blog some other time.

no wait wait! my dad's coming back this thursday. (i hope he bought stuff.. haha!) my sis and i may go pick him up again. yay!
ohh, and i needa shop seriously. im clearing my closet again then im left with nth to wear!(noo!) but its good tho. one should clean up/renew their closet once in awhile. oh and shoe collection too. indulgence people..
and and and.. i didnt mention, i got my mum a pair of earrings and a matching pendant from perlini's just something simple which she could put on everyday. haha! yeps. okay thats all really.

really.

really!

wee! my head..

today was bad really. but pretty fun tho,with darla and bob! yeps. really miss bob. haa.
was like my first time trying chivas and i seriously didnt know it was 43% alcohol..
now my head hurts, but it isnt as bad as this afternoon tho haha.
i cant CANT take my booze (told u darla) haha. was like pretty funny.
think this is like the first time i got quite tipsy. but im perfectly fine really! haha

anyway today is my mum's birthday! but we alr did the celebration part during the weekends.
we went to Marina Mandarin to stay a night. my mum loves such stuffs. like whats wrong with our beds right. haha
on sat, my sister and i went to raffles city to wait for my mum. i mean like our mum. whatever.
yup she wanted to hv ice cream and since we were at BnJ i brought her there. was a pretty nice place, firstly cuz there werent many people. haha.
when my mum FINALLY came.. we checked in at that hotel. it was a lovely place. i used lovely cuz of the many christmas decorations at the lobby. haha. our room was on the 17th floor. nice place cuz my mum got the premier room instead of the normal ones. we got the pool view (literally).
we went for dinner later in the evening. to some thai restaurant. again nice place. but iono whats the place called haha. forgot can.. haha
at night, we celebrated my mum's birthday. i didnt get the cake i initially wanted cuz i couldnt find it.. (duh!)
so i got this really cute(=small) log cake instead.its chocolate so my mum NATURALLY liked it haha.
the next morning, we left there at around 1155.. haha kaay.. then we went to suntec's starbucks to chill...... my mum actually jaywalked with us okay.. haha quite funny. but shh..
yeps. then we went on shopping from suntec to city linkmall to raffles city. i bought this half dress from Series. know those which uve gotta wear with leggings or tight pants.. ya. its like $99.90. my mum liked it so wth... she said i looked pretty doll-like in it haha. kaay..and bob critisized it! stoopid pig. >=(
whatever.. we went to raffles city's asian kitchen for lunch. simple but deliciously delicious heheh. then i went to shop for michelle's christmas prezzie.

will end here yay!!

note: ive came up with something. cuz i cant get the pics on at the mo, ill hv an entry specially for the pictures. and ill date them so it's reader-frenly. hah! im thinking aloud!!

bah bah bah bah bah bah bah

u have noo idea how bored i am now..

seriously...........

bah bah bah...

gonna have a mini pool party.

with darla bob and gary.

its noodle day yay!

ya..

bah bah..

oh and there will be drinks.

my dad has some opened drinks.

so yup.

haha

jim beam abs vodka and chivas.

kay iono if there's still chivas but yea.

oh and ive made those bears alr.

well actually only 2 but im working on my third.

this yr's bears are a little bigger than last yr's.

like 3".

last yr's was a centimetre small i guess..

iono.

but ya its cream coloured with gold sewings.

and this yr the bears have mouths.

haha!

last yr's was brown with gold sewings.

and 2 eyes.

thats all.

oh my mum's birthday's next monday.

we're thinking shangri-la rasa sentosa.

or meritus mandarin.

iono.

depends on whether my mum prefers the sand and sea

or the christmas lightings.

anyway i plan to get her a cake.

for the 3 of us ladies.

i like the one from bread talk.

really cute.

its like small in diameter but like tall.

maybe 12x10.

and its really chocolaty.

my mum loves chocolates.

and me too!

kay.

i promised pics.

but not now..

haha.

soon kay?

soon.

iight ill end here.

bah bah bah...

yaaaaaay!

omgomgomgomg. like my shoes are finally here! totally. haha *snort* god.. *does bimbotic eyeroll*

kaaay. the two shoes i ordered are here! a little earlier than what i had expected tho =) i got berkinstock-madrid in strawberry and a killer red 4" peeptoe pump. haha! just for the fun of it. =)

i'm like really happy and excited at the same time now. hah!

anyway. i did the salmon teriyaki again. cuz my dad didnt get to try it the last time round. the second attempt worked out really well. really! and this time i pretty much had every planned out nicely. so it went quite well. dinner i mean. and there was dessert. its called "warm peaches with strawberries, a little ice cream and topped with raisin-maple syrup" yum i tell you! YUM!! alright i'll hv pictures on, PROMISE!

i cant put pics into my comp now cuz:
#1 im using motorola V3, WHICH;
#2 doesnt hv those memory stick thingys, SO;
#3 im still using cables, BUT;
#4 my dad deleted the stupid prog in the comp, THEREFORE;
#5 it would take me awhile to get the prog back on, CUZ;
#6 i'm lazy x)

updates on my weekday stuff [27nov-1dec] bahh..

my weekdays were pretty alright altho there wasnt anything much that went on.

~mOnDaYy*
had fried rice for lunch.
yaaa... thats it.

~TuEsDaYy*
went to sch for training!! but guess what. the rest of the volleyballipeeps are still at the chalet or are at home recuperating. LIKE WHY NOBODY TOLD US!!!! do u know it takes me an hour to get to schooooool?! (argh!) and the worst part is that no one told venetia that training is cancelled. so the 5 of us actually came for practice yifang zhisheng hidaya and i. and venetia who's not really at a loss cuz she also had OGL meeting in the morning.
so the four of us chatted in the canteen(1/3 of the time complaining) until a little later when we decided to go eat. but yifang had to leave us for her bf. sad. and hidaya had to leave too. so its like zhisheng and i and it was like damn weird. cuz i never ever talked to him before. like REALLY talk. at most its just a hi-bye thing. but we went ahead for lunch eventually.

~wEdnEsDaYy*
we had training today (for real) at GMSS. and i sprained my hamstring during the earlier part of the training. and not to mention i sprained my abby area a few days ago, so i was pretty much suffering throughout the whole session.
after that we went to hv lunch at some place at toa payoh. at first i didnt want to eat cuz i promised my fren to go lunching together but in the end i ate with the volleyballipeeps cuz a) i was hungry. b) the food there is just too tempting. c) LOOK AT ME! IM SO THIN! I MAY FAINT ON MY WAY HOME!
im so sorry. =(

ps. you so dont deserve me.

~ThuRsDaYy*
i woke up late. like an hour late. and i was like making alot of noice my dad said " okayokay i'll take u to school."
haha yay! and i was supposed to wake tammie up at 8am (i woke up at 830). so the both of us woke up late. heh. but i reached sch on time. thanks to daddy who drove me to school in 17 mins. whizzing through the jam and speeding pass red lights. no im just kidding. i confessed to coach about me being late thus tammie would be slightly late too. he said it wasnt my fault and that i was pampering her. BUT THATS NOT THE THING. i made a promise what. and now i put her into trouble. sorry tammie. =(
for warm-ups, we ran 4 rounds round the track. i seriously cant run. cuz i didnt train for it. and my left knee would hurt if i were to run for long after many months of not running. but i completed my four rounds anyhow. so i guess it was pretty good that i did. =) OKAY ENOUGH!
we didnt have the court or hall too. iono why. but yea. so we hung ard the grandstand doing stuff.
later we went lunching again then i headed home.

~FriDaYy*
today's resting day. i couldnt really get out of bed cuz my body felt so stiff (gawd!). so i spent the day tv-ing ang doing this. my family isnt that stable these days. we're well but just not that well. not relationship wise. we love each other. not financial wise too. we're fine really. just not like before. but we're recovering. haha. kay i sound confusing. i'll update on this sometime in the future. so nevermind for now!

so thats what mainly happened during the weekdays. hopefully the weekends are very much better. haha. oh and my mum's birthday is approaching. so is christmas. yay! iono if i should make stuffies for people again. like the brown bears i did last christmas. but i'll think of something and for those who wants it, lemme know. dont hafta pay (tsk!), after all its the season of giving and sharing. =)
i guess some people have become less thankful or have forgotten the joy of experiencing the simple things in life. now when i compliment someone:
me: u look pretty in this dress!
someone: wth was that for! are u a les?!

or when i happen to remember something someone told me:
me: oh i remembered the last time u told me (something)
someone: erm. its quite scary that u remember so much.

iono. i seriously dont know.