FINAL ENTRY

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much love,
melissa.

note note!

"the earth greets hello!"

i'll be switching to LJ soon.
after A's.
omg, there's like so many things i wanna do after A's okay..
my sister's PSLE ends next tuesday. doubly envious!
i seriously dont know how i'd react after my last paper.
22nd november, Bio MCQ.
i've got like 6 days to study for it. lol!
intensive!
i still dont know what to wear for prom.
like not a slightest idea.
shall not think too much for now.
3 more weeks to GP.
good luck everyone!
when it starts, everything's downhill.
ure just waiting for it to end.
hmm.. this is probably my last entry.
lol. sadness.

i fear the worst.

omggg. like it's tuesday alr!
tmr's my lastesterestest paper.
chem paper 1 & 3.
ee! then everything's over for now!

been studying with josie at Albert's place.
lol! king albert park's mac la.
we plan to get ourselves pseudo names.
heh heh. interesting.
anyway jo, i dont want to be called nappie or whee-ner. THANKS!
silly things we do.

initially we thought tammie don't like us anymore.
cuz she doesnt want to go out with us and stuff.
but i guess she's just busy mugging.
go tammie! x)
tmr after our last paper, we'll go for a manicure session!
it's to make up to tammie for the other time.
PLUS a trip to Arab Street to check out their necklace shop.
and a little light shopping? haha. we'll see.

come this friday will be exactly a month since i saw lammie.
sadness.

sometimes i wonder if it's always good to be tolerant.
or perhaps to overlook certain things.

i've never meant to keep anything from you..

-ends-

hello world.

this is a random entry.

3 lil'thingys that make me happy
-shoes
-clothes
-flowers

3 other lil'thingys that make me happy
-lovelies and frens
-lammie
-random stuffs

Y

rahrahrah!

okay i've been wanting to blog all this while.
but i just cant get my pictures into blogger.
iono why! :(
so many things happened!
BUT SOON!
i'll figure this stoopid thing out.
RAH! lol.
suppose to go changi airport to study with my lovelies.
but my parents said that we've got something on today.
so last minute. :(
double stoopid.
sorry to jo! next week, promise!
we can go check out if the fishes are still alive.
whether have they become whales. haha!
oh and i promised melina to rat-ta-too-ee.
iono when is it out tho.
but yea.

okay i'll end here!
loves.loves.loves.

a perfect reflection through the arrogant eye.

and so, we've become the villian.

let me crap first.

i think one should reflect on one's actions before concluding certain stuff which might turn out to be not true. honestly, have u ever asked YOURSELF why?

okie! i'm so happy this week, i mean so far.
i brought a banana to school. haha

it's quite huge. lol!
okay here are some random pictures of it.


now for a game.
SPOT ME BANANA!


went for training finally!
was suppose to surprise our dear jasmine..
but she wasnt in school!
argh! hahaha.
anyway, jo, tam and i had fun during training.
quite off-form but ya.
played match with the J1s.
and erm..
caused our team to lose twice.
and andy and fren had to do physical.
but it's okay la huh?
good practice for u guys lol!
these are some pictures before and after training.
that's us. sitting at this really dangerous platform.
thanks to benz for being our camera man. lol!
if ure afraid of heights, u really shouldnt do this.


and this was the view from where we were sitting.
nice sunset.
okay, its so-so la. haha!


here's us again after training.
sweaty. x(


went to meet dalini on tuesday.
havent seen her for the longest time ever!
anyway school ended early for us cuz there's listening compre.
dalini had LC, so i waited for her at starbucks with lammie.
here are some random pictures HE took without me knowing.
BAD LAMMIE!
that's me drawing.. somewhat. lol!


this was what i was colouring. boredness.


aww, he's giving the face. haha!


anyway, i bought myself a t-shirt.
yay! haha. so happy :)

oh and today, jo, tam and i went to have lunch together.
at macs! lol!
its been quite sometime since we've been there.
and i've realised another habit.
we'd stop to talk outside CWP before say goodbye to one another.
haha. i think i really enjoy my time with them both.

there's training tmr!
at PHS. the last time i went there was during the start of june holidays.
kinda miss that place alr.
i miss the hall..
and the unlimited supply of balls..
lemon barley down a dry and thirsty throat..
tying my hair in the toilet..
the ultimate darkness of the hallways after training..
changing and scenting each other..
the hor fun..
lol. and the people of course!
haha.
i'm so happy okay.
hmm, i wonder if lammie will be coming down.
wonder how he looks like in ijc pe tee.

haha! kay.
i'll end alr. :)

roarses.

okie, ive got a couple of this to blog about.
starting from wednesday.
was like during morning assembly.
a rainbow appeared in the sky.
the thing's that it wasnt, or didnt rain at all.
and it was really pretty.
i thot i got the pic of it up on the comp alr.
but apparently not.
i swear i put it in.
just cant find it.
anyways, i guess things have settled down between me and lammie alr.
some stupid misunderstanding.
just glad that its all over. :)

met up with him and his frens for a movie on thursday.
okay actually its some movie screening for mdis students.
but he's got tickets, so i went.
abit weird okay.
at first i thot i was the only person wearing sch uniform.
cuz like everyone else were in their normal clothings.
but i found another person, so i guess its okay.
watched harry potter.
i should say its only a okay-okay show.
minus the fact that i havent watched goblet of fire.
it's somwhat disappointing.
i'm not a harry potter fan.
i only watch the shows.
so potter-worshippers, pls dont get offended.
anyway, lammie's frens are okay.
except for some guys. haha
silly, but entertaining.
i hopr it's just that they're still growing up. haha.
NO OFFENCE!

friday was quite a short day.
went to watch transformers.
somewhat to overwrite harry potter.
sorry again.
transformers was nice.
only a little draggy.
seriously mann.
like it would be better if it's 145 instead of 215.
ya, haha.

i had some science centre outting on saturday.
with the sch, H1 bio people.
wasnt that much on an outting.
more like lessons on restriction enzymes.
sounds boring.
but it was really fun in fact.
cuz ive never taken bio in sec sch.
so that was like the first time i'm doing bio prac.
NICE! lol.
mean like it's really good experience.
okay enough. haha!

i'd like to say sorry to dalini and kok loong.
i turned down ASC and town cuz my mum promised to take me out that evening.
but the saddest thing was that in the end, we didnt go at all.
cuz she said i came home too late.
should have went out with u guys then!
btu who would have know la seriously.
i was also quite disappointed.
sorta wait a whole week for that day.
it's been quite a long while since i went out with my mum.
but it's okay i guess.
there's still this weekend :)

okay, i'll end here.
anyway, i've uploaded another pic into my prev entry.
so yup!

meow again.

hello hello.
so many things happened in the past few days.
firstly, went to vivo with tam and jo on saturday.
jo and i were supposed to go tanning at sentosa.
but tammie isnt interested and it rained. so ya.
so we went to, as i said earlier, vivo.
i was looking for a dress okay! argh!
i hate it when i'm looking for something and there doesnt seem to be anything thats ideal.
and when i''m not looking its appearing everywhere.
irrritating.
so ya we went from one apparel store to another.
later we went out of the building onto some rooftop area.
and we saw many naked kids and aunties.
peeing on the floor, changing, running around naked.
i mean the kids. ya.
quite kampong-ish la!
oh and we saw some weird things standing around.
tammie says theyre emoing.
they dont look emo to me.
in fact, retardedly happy.
there they are.
the blue green and red creatures.



later we went on shopping for sam's prezzie at town.
her birthday was on friday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!
it's the second time i wished but ya. haha!

for sunday, i was to make dinner again.
i was thinking of this new recipe.
chinese food, very simple dish.
it's called Diced Fish Green Apple Rice (served with grilled prawns)



looks okay only.
i think it's not pretty to the eye.
looks empty.
okay. the rice is a little bitter.
but it's supposed to be like so.
the green apples totally complement the taste of the rice.
which was good.
and the prawns were pretty fresh, so it has the crunchy feel to it.
overall, i think it's not that bad.
at first i was quite nervous bout this.
and prepared my parents mentally if anything comes out wrong.
my mum said she would go out and get satay for supper if it wasnt good.
sighs, so sad.
but in the end she said that she cant get over dinner and it was actually good!
yayses! =)

and just yesterday me jo and ven went down to mediacorp to support Elaine.
she sung well!
but it's a pity she didnt get thru to the next round.
but fret not cuz there's still the revival round!
must support okay! haha!

so anyway, here's us

anyway, A levels are starting early for us.
sighs. and according to our teacher, we have 3 weeks less time for revision.
as compared to last year's students, that is.
omggg.

oh ya! i bought a bag recently!!
last saturday actually.
and the cutest thing was that on sunday, huixian and kelly got me the exact same thing.
i was like really touched.
firstly, its actually my birthday present.
secondly, well, THEY GOT THE SAME THING!
so sweet okay, the two of you.
haha. thanks anyway. =)

i needa shop.

meow.

today's friday. the first day of sch after prelims, and the last of the week. like wth. can't they give the H2 geog people a break? gives themselves more time to mark our scripts too. kay anyway, it didn't really feel like the first day back to school. there's no tingling excitement......... anywhere. in fact kelly and i was counting down to the end of the day 20mins into the first lesson. it's chemistry u see. and on top of that, we were supposed to RE-try our prelim MCQ. class average was around 16 out of 40. so ya. and i didnt feel hungry today. iono why. maybe's the noodles and milo i had this morning. but that was at 630, and it was only half a bowl of noodles. now's 430 alr. and all i had till now was the noodles and milo, lemon barley at 10 and oreo-chocolate milk at 2. oh and a slice of cheese, just. today's a nice day to tan, but i don't intend to. i've got plans tomorrow! quite happy :) and my friends say that Transformer is good. yep! should go check it out soon. maybe this sunday. well depends on external factor. haha. yesterday wasn't so nice. yup. dont wanna talk about it. would only make me think and be paranoid. somehow, i've got this really good feeling that i'm not gonna do well for my A levels. like seriously. i so don't know what am i going to do to myself. sometimes i'd like
to do something, but just somehow i can't. we'll just see how it goes.

heh heh heh heh heh heh.

yay! prelims are finally overrrrr!!!
i'm gonna enjoy myself this week.
before i start studying again this weekend.
yup!
cuz i didnt do well overall.
i know it and i admit it.

yesterday was quite nice.
went for dinner with lammie at some indo place.
that place reminds me of people's park for some reason.
altho it's like in the middle of town.
oh then we walked around.
and we took neoprints. lol!
like when was the last time i took those stuff.
start of sec 3 i guess. hahaha.
but i dont mind doing it again!
that's if i have the mood la.
it's like mac.
u'll only want to eat it when u hv a sudden crave for it.
haha!
but lammie didn't seem too well later in the night.
iono if its the bus or the food or something else.
ya.

anyway, i feel like tanning today!!
my tan's fading.
but the sun doesnt seem to be co-operating.
its good but it's out and gone every few minutes.
i hate this type. x(

okie lammie-lammie!
you have until 29th of this month to give me ur final answer!
option1 or option2.

1 more day!

tmr's the last day of my paper. yay!
its chem and econs essay. crazy!
but i guess we should get used to it cuz it's something like that.
according to my A level schedule.
honestly, i'm not ready.
iono how i've done for my prelim 1.
but i don't think it's something to celebrate about.

so anyway. my hair is growing!
haha. i really miss my long hair.
i like that posh-crop thing and my long hair.
i don't like anything in between that.
but at least its long enough to tie up. yup!

tmr's also something-something.
heh heh.

oh and i want to salvage my econs paper too.
our econs tutor says that case study isnt that well done.
yup. practice!!!
come on mellie you can do it!

and this isnt a blog skin! hahaha.

-endses-

OKAY! pictures! as promised. haha

that's tammie and me. birthday girls!
well it's her birthday officially. haha!



bachelors' area. lol!



attempt #1. i swear i didnt do this...



food!! haha.



heh heh heh decent looking piece-o-cheekenn at last!



ZHEN HUI!



us! and coach. tammie MIA.



yes. we were actually in the pool. o.5m lol!
but it's nice. =)



erm..
alex: we lie this direction not good. cannot see the moon.
lam: pfft.
andrew: pfft.
alex:(hands lammie a satay)
andrew: pfft.

our cake!! yummy! its mocha!

our CHARLIE'S ANGELS.

or coachs' angels?!?!

my prezzies! thanks everyone! loves!

THANKS TO (not in any order):

TAMMIE

JOSEPHINE

ZHENHUI

VENETIA

HIDAYAH

JASMINE

SAMANTHA

HUIFANG

ZHISHENG

DESMOND

HAOJIE

WENXIAN

RAPHAEL

COACH

ALEX

ANDREW

KENGLAM

MUM

EVERYBODY WHO WISHED ME

SPECIAL THANKS TO:

VENETIA'S CAM

VENETIA'S BLOG

for more crazy pictures of the party, check out venetia's blog!

hi blog.

i was quite happy a few days ago. cuz it was tam's and my birthdays! we had a pool party-cum-bbq on thursday. tammie's birthday itself and we invited j2 volleyball girls and guys team plus coach, raphael, alex, andrew and lammie. it was quite fun. haha. erm no pics here! but i'll upload them soon. promise. haha.

and just yesterday was my birthday. my vb girlies called me up at 1250 to sing me a birthday song. i'm so touched! =( thanks girls really.
my parents took me out for dinner at fish and co. we went to the IMM outlet =\. my dad parked at the top level of the carpark. and when we left the place, i witnessed some fireworks! it wasnt that visible so my mum sis and i stood on higher ground. the platform for the lamp post. haha! it was so pretty! lol!

and i'd like to thank all the people who wished me too. thank you!! =))
and thanks for all the prezzies!! i had fun this yr really.

two days later would be my prelims. sighs, guess this is it. i really hope i'd do fairly okay.. really mann. i'd have no time for blogging alr. heh.
i was thinking bout 2 yrs ago. i hope history wouldnt repeat itself. =(

17 days to prelims =X

2 weeks almost over.
i havent really done much for prelims.
what's wrong with me!

so anw there's training tmr.
yay haha.
and happy birthday to zhisheng.
ure like finally 18 mann.
like gawd, totally!
haha.
the vb peeps went to sentosa to celebrate.
i couldnt cuz of my dear sister.
but it's alright i guess.
maybe i should go tanning today.
hmm.. see first. lol.

soon ladies and gentlemen, it's my turn.
hahaha! erm. to turn 18 that is.

ENDS!*

anonymous taggers.

please do things in a more civilised manner.
i dont stand for silly comments on tagboards.
these kinda things are really not called for.
do review on ur actions. really.

omg haha!

i was really happy for the past few days!
on thursday, the vb peeps had to stay back for pizza, a treat from our teachers-in-charge.
okay it wasnt about the pizza actually.
my vb lovelies are the ones who made my day, my jc life in fact.
we did really silly stuff like lying on the high jump mat, looking at the (very few) stars in the sky, then jumping on it like little kids in Fun Dazzle. lol!
and playing soccer with the volleyball. kicking it into the hockey goal.
and playing some games in the middle of the track in the dark.
zhen hui thot us the animal farm game. it was damm funny la! oh and the tuki-tuki game.
which was even more hilarious. haha.

anyway yesterday, our sch lost to hci in basketball. but it was still some good fight, 99-60.
come on la. hci leh.. but yea. it was good. 2nd in a'div. what more can the school actually ask for?
good game basketballers!

prelims are coming up. and i really want to do well for it. really. lammie's mid years are also approaching. sooner than mine in fact. to all my lovelies too. we're all gonna do really well together okay? jiayou to us!

oh and i did this towel thingy for my lammie. and embroided this soccer ball and his name on it.
i think it's passable at the front but horrendous at the back.
ya.
ya.
haha.
kay whatever.
time for breakfast! i'm hungry.

i'm one happy girl! :)

lammie dont like my new hair =((

i want the little miss sunshine shirt!!
hmm. or maybe somersault.
or anything which describes me.
ANY SuGGESTIONS?!

i want to thank all my girlies (& some guys)!
they came down last friday for my jump (& theirs).
sitting on the dirty track in the sun.
from afternoon to late evening. haha
i really appreciate it =)
especially people whom i dont really know who gave me encouragement.
like jasmine from jengy's class and xin yu from kok's class.
thank you everyone!

ANYWAY I'M FROM SAGI!
NOT TAURUS OkAY!!
nothing against taurus members.
but ya-ah.. i'm from sagi! =((
witnesses of thursday's mishap would know what i mean.

seems like there are quite alot of things going on these days.
like my vball mates for example.
whatever it is we will help one another okay?
so dont think or worry too much. smiles!

prelims are coming straight after june hols.
i really want to do well.
my aim now is not do well enough for maths to not get into 4th band.
yup.

random entry.

ive been pretty busy these days.
training, school, tests, assignments.
really havent been getting much sleep.
for one full week alr.
7 days with only bout 6 hours of sleep.
and i'm not the napping person.
now, volleyball seasons over, for us.
back to tests and assignments.
think i'd need the weekend to adjust.

not really helping much.
i said not really.
did but not much.
pretty stressed out.
by school work that is.
i dowan to think it's something else.
everything will work out in the end.
tmr will always be a better day.
yup it will.

just drop it and move on.

i'm officially moved into my new place at bukit batok.
nothing much done to the interiors yet.
we are taking our time.
hopefully my mum allows a little house warming party for my frens.
the smell of the newly painted door make me really sick.
especially in the morning.
i get irritated easily.
hopefully it'll lessen in the following days.
i'm still adjusting to the sleeping and waking up time.
did i mention the pool view from my bedroom?
its pretty at around 730 in the evening.

maybe going stingraying this saturday.
kok loong wants to come along.
dalini wouldnt mind i hope.

oh, our matches.
wins: jjc, rjc, mjc.
loses:nyjc, hci, vjc.
guess we put up quite a fight.
if only we weren't too nervous.
but still, good game.

i'd like a pony sneaker.

i'm gonna get my hair cut this weekend.
pretty much made up my mind alr.

i hear people talking bout people alot these days.
really unhealthy to do so.
i talked about people.
people who irritate in a discreet way.
not healthy.
people who are full of themselves.
not healthy.
immature s-holes.
birdie brains with huge mouths.
not healthy.
really.
self reflection is good.
makes u not do mean stuff like talking.
makes u not do things that make people talk.

kay crap.

to all my lovelies.

to my vb girlies.
we've come a long way together.
and after A div, we would still be one.
monday was quite an emotional day for all of us.
but whatever it is, we were a team, are a team and will stick like so.
i will definitely miss bitching sessions.
after training bonding sessions at mac.
camwhoring sessions and whatnot.

to jasmine, pls dont feel upset or whatever.
we do feel the same as u would.
WE'LL MISS YOU as well! :)
and i hope u'd be with ur j1s just as how u were with us.
i bet the next batch can make it as well.
believe in urself and the girls.

to huifang and sam, altho u just joined us, i think we bonded quite well.
i really want to thank both of u for helping us reach this far.

so ya, carry on this spirit girls.
INNOVA ACE!

woo!

it has been like a month and a day since i last blogged.
haha. sorry to all mellie-blog-readers!
so many things happened these few weeks.
really really busy. REALLY!
so here are the lastest updates.
today we had a match against HCI.
we were totally not mentally prepared for this la.
as in, we only knew that we're playing against them last night!
dont ask why. so yea. we lost. but it's alright i guess.
just continue jia youing kay girls.
we'll eventually get what we aimed for.
INNOVA ACE!
next monday- VJC
next wednesday- MJC
yup!
supposed to go stingraying with darla this friday.
but we have training like tmr, friday and saturday.
very intensive but yea. just for now.
sorry dalini =((
oh and i'm moving house this sunday!
woo! so exciting can!
the painting will be done by friday.
i kinda like my new place altho its bigger than my prev house, but cuz of the extra bedroom, its smaller overall.
but i still like it haha!
especially my room which faces the pool.
and i'm finally going out going out with my lammie this sunday!
yay! haha. oh ya. lammie, all my vb girls want to see how u are in real life. lol!
popular alr la.. lol! >=(

zhen hui: eh actually i want to go for guys match cuz your lammie going leh.
venetia: mel... how come ur lammie went u didnt tell me!!!
jasmine: monday match ask him come down support leh.

haha. the last time i went out-went out with him was like how many months ago.
we always dont hv time for each other.
actually its me la.
sch, cca, tests and competition.
but i'm trying my best alr!
and i do appreciate that ure being very patient with me.
loveses! x)
i really love my vb girls too.
everyone of u make my jc life so vibrant and exciting.
lol. sounds corny but yea. thanks!
i have so many things i want to buy now!
but cant cuz of some probs. haha.
NEXT WEDNESDAY'S MY HEATS!
woo! highjump! hahaha.
ive been taking highjump since like pri 4.
i was actually worried my toe wont heal in time for vb comp and highjump and napfa.
but it did! and i'm like so happy! can wear heels lol!
i'm not taking any track events.
not enough time to train.
last time i did sprinting was in sec4?
and im not a long-d person.

kay i'll stop here!
will update soon, really.
really!

look at what you've done again melissa.

6th time alr okay. 6th time.
no explaination needed.
i dont really deserve ur forgiveness.
kay, i dont exactly deserve anything from you now.
so just sorry. yep.
and that i didnt mean it, really.
me and my stupid promises.
of which i cant keep.

if i could be sweet (sorry boy)
i know ive been a real bad girl (i'll try to change)
i didnt mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
we can make it better
and tell me boy now wouldnt that be sweet? (sweet escape)

hello hello hello!!!

yays! i got my second earhole alr!!

went piercing with kelly and huixian.

was kelly's first time. funny la.

she was pretty nervous at first.

and after that she was like totally stunned.

she's cute la.

huixian got one at the tiny thingy.

know the little piece of meat outside ur ear?

yea there. looks painful!

but she says its not as pain as u'd think.

yup. but iono. still looks painful to me. haha.

i got one just above my prev earhole.

just a normal one,ya..

still hurts a little tho.

i've like gotten back my results too.

some of them.

GP- 45%

MATHS- 9%

CHEMISTRY- 36%

H1 BIO structured- 59%

havent gotten back bio essay.

i dont think i'll do well for essay.

i need 2 more marks to pass my entire bio paper.

we havent gotten back econs too.

i heard from some that it was badly done.

iono. hope i get some decent grades.

anyway last saturday was my sister's bday.

and she had a party with her 12 yr old frens lol.

here are some pics!

melina and food so dont go together.

haha! she likes it tho.

so its good. =)

melina's gay guy frens.

hmm..

or should i say the bf, ex bf and ex bf's current gf's ex bf.

yup. kids these days. lol!

her group of frens.

melina's cake.

this may look ordinary.

but its good i tell you!

think its from Polar or something.

really chocolatey!

family pic with bday girl.

she's got like so many presents too la!

and she got the soopid rihanna cd.

arghs, i'm so jealous. =(

lol!

we went to sakae the next day.

ate quite alot. i did. haha!

anw, today's pretty boring.

after this i'll go do some homework.

no mood, seriously.

like after the tests and all.

but i have to, go mellie!

theres training laters.

i love training.

i love volleyball.

and i love the people too =)

kay, i'll end here.

cant think of anything more to write.

cant help it, the girl cant help it.

you got me trippin'

stumbling

flippin'

fumbling.

clumsy cuz ive fallen in love.

1 MORE MELLIE!!!

yep! lastlastlast paper's tmr.
biology at H1. YUPSES!
i seriously cant wait.
i'll go tanning after that.
i wouldnt want to scare any more pple.
like when i'm on my way home at night.
yay! omg. i hope i'd do well for my tests.
so ya, econs was like alright.
maths can forget it.
i didnt even study for it.
okay, i did, a little.
differential equations. erm. only.
but i could do like 1 whole question okay!
like the full 5 mark question.
yay! haha. i just hope i'd get 20.
haaa! then i'll work my way from there.
so anyways. bio.
i like bio. then next is chem then econ.
kay thats not what i wanted to say.
oh ya. i cant study anymore!
cuz like the major papers are over.
and tmr's bio. i'm aiming for a B.
which is like 60. yea.
i know 60 sounds a little well, little.
but 60 is good. yup. for now it is.
something random. i'm happy!
haha! yep. but i'm getting this weird feeling.
mean like from this happiness.
cuz i know i'm weak. ya.
i'm speaking in turtle language.
ya, so if anyone doesnt understand, IT'S OKAY! x))
yea i'm weak. i get 'tricked' easily.
and i foolishly follow whatever thats tricking me.
and eventually get hurt.
know when u take a knife and cut ur wrist?
NOT THE WHOLE THING LA SILLY!
yea, it doesnt hurt as bad as internal injuries.
yup. internal injuries take a long time to heal.
my previous one was like 1 1/2yrs.
took me 1 1/2yrs to heal.
sometimes it still hurts. but not as much.
but i'm happy, for now.
so it's good i suppose.
mustn't get 'tricked' again. YUPSES!
have to be strong mellie!
okay end of turtle-talk. haha!
my sis's birthday is this saturday.
and there'll be a party! woo~.
all the little kiddies will be like running ard.
i'll be getting this seahorse necklace for her.
its from topshop. i hope its still there.
yea. cuz it happens to me all the time.
like i see it this week, and its gone by the next.
it sucks.

okie! time to get back to my books!
bye-ya bloggy-woggy.

i wake up every morning smiling.

**to lammie: for example, we say peanut. but maybe when THEY say peanut, the word's worth a whole paragragh in their language. so they may seem to talk alot but actually all theyre saying's that they are hungry/ what would u like to hv for recess.
yup. think about it.
but if u still dont get it, nvm =[