look at what you've done again melissa.

6th time alr okay. 6th time.
no explaination needed.
i dont really deserve ur forgiveness.
kay, i dont exactly deserve anything from you now.
so just sorry. yep.
and that i didnt mean it, really.
me and my stupid promises.
of which i cant keep.

if i could be sweet (sorry boy)
i know ive been a real bad girl (i'll try to change)
i didnt mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
we can make it better
and tell me boy now wouldnt that be sweet? (sweet escape)

hello hello hello!!!

yays! i got my second earhole alr!!

went piercing with kelly and huixian.

was kelly's first time. funny la.

she was pretty nervous at first.

and after that she was like totally stunned.

she's cute la.

huixian got one at the tiny thingy.

know the little piece of meat outside ur ear?

yea there. looks painful!

but she says its not as pain as u'd think.

yup. but iono. still looks painful to me. haha.

i got one just above my prev earhole.

just a normal one,ya..

still hurts a little tho.

i've like gotten back my results too.

some of them.

GP- 45%

MATHS- 9%

CHEMISTRY- 36%

H1 BIO structured- 59%

havent gotten back bio essay.

i dont think i'll do well for essay.

i need 2 more marks to pass my entire bio paper.

we havent gotten back econs too.

i heard from some that it was badly done.

iono. hope i get some decent grades.

anyway last saturday was my sister's bday.

and she had a party with her 12 yr old frens lol.

here are some pics!

melina and food so dont go together.

haha! she likes it tho.

so its good. =)

melina's gay guy frens.

hmm..

or should i say the bf, ex bf and ex bf's current gf's ex bf.

yup. kids these days. lol!

her group of frens.

melina's cake.

this may look ordinary.

but its good i tell you!

think its from Polar or something.

really chocolatey!

family pic with bday girl.

she's got like so many presents too la!

and she got the soopid rihanna cd.

arghs, i'm so jealous. =(

lol!

we went to sakae the next day.

ate quite alot. i did. haha!

anw, today's pretty boring.

after this i'll go do some homework.

no mood, seriously.

like after the tests and all.

but i have to, go mellie!

theres training laters.

i love training.

i love volleyball.

and i love the people too =)

kay, i'll end here.

cant think of anything more to write.

cant help it, the girl cant help it.

you got me trippin'

stumbling

flippin'

fumbling.

clumsy cuz ive fallen in love.

1 MORE MELLIE!!!

yep! lastlastlast paper's tmr.
biology at H1. YUPSES!
i seriously cant wait.
i'll go tanning after that.
i wouldnt want to scare any more pple.
like when i'm on my way home at night.
yay! omg. i hope i'd do well for my tests.
so ya, econs was like alright.
maths can forget it.
i didnt even study for it.
okay, i did, a little.
differential equations. erm. only.
but i could do like 1 whole question okay!
like the full 5 mark question.
yay! haha. i just hope i'd get 20.
haaa! then i'll work my way from there.
so anyways. bio.
i like bio. then next is chem then econ.
kay thats not what i wanted to say.
oh ya. i cant study anymore!
cuz like the major papers are over.
and tmr's bio. i'm aiming for a B.
which is like 60. yea.
i know 60 sounds a little well, little.
but 60 is good. yup. for now it is.
something random. i'm happy!
haha! yep. but i'm getting this weird feeling.
mean like from this happiness.
cuz i know i'm weak. ya.
i'm speaking in turtle language.
ya, so if anyone doesnt understand, IT'S OKAY! x))
yea i'm weak. i get 'tricked' easily.
and i foolishly follow whatever thats tricking me.
and eventually get hurt.
know when u take a knife and cut ur wrist?
NOT THE WHOLE THING LA SILLY!
yea, it doesnt hurt as bad as internal injuries.
yup. internal injuries take a long time to heal.
my previous one was like 1 1/2yrs.
took me 1 1/2yrs to heal.
sometimes it still hurts. but not as much.
but i'm happy, for now.
so it's good i suppose.
mustn't get 'tricked' again. YUPSES!
have to be strong mellie!
okay end of turtle-talk. haha!
my sis's birthday is this saturday.
and there'll be a party! woo~.
all the little kiddies will be like running ard.
i'll be getting this seahorse necklace for her.
its from topshop. i hope its still there.
yea. cuz it happens to me all the time.
like i see it this week, and its gone by the next.
it sucks.

okie! time to get back to my books!
bye-ya bloggy-woggy.

i wake up every morning smiling.

**to lammie: for example, we say peanut. but maybe when THEY say peanut, the word's worth a whole paragragh in their language. so they may seem to talk alot but actually all theyre saying's that they are hungry/ what would u like to hv for recess.
yup. think about it.
but if u still dont get it, nvm =[

it's comin'

effectively, 4 days to block tests.
its gonna be really fast.
next week i mean.
taking a short break from studying.
econseconseconseconsecons.
finally saw darla yesterday.
was studying at starbucks.
then went to town for awhile.
cuz she takes a bus to sch from there.
she left 40mins later.
and i had kok to accompany me.
nothing much overall. pretty boring.
think i'm spending too much money.
cabbing and food.
like nobody's business.
i know its not really anyone's business.
but yea. i needa buy my sis's prezzie.
treat her to Sakae.
treat my fren to some stuff.
dad's birthday. sighs..
what about myself huh? huh?
saw some pretty tops yesterday.
topshop, esprit and mango.
i want shorts too.
shorts shorts shorts shorts.
saw some nice accessories at F21 too.
BUT...
haha. can wait. yup.
x)) went to study with darla at star today again.
oh, i think i dont want that bag alr.
not worth the money.
i've been thinking bout many things these few days.
yea it sucks. hmm..
kay. cannot be distracted!

endses-

and i dont want the world to see me
cuz i dont think that theyd understand

smiles*

GP paper sucks. really.

the passages were easy.

but the qn was pretty tough.

i didnt get to finish my AQ.

now i really hope i'd pass it.

just pass. i'm happy with an E grade.

for now.

whats worse is that some classes did that paper before.

like for their revision. sighs..

anyway i didnt go out with kok on sat.

due to some unforseen consequences.

yupses.

but i went to holland v with tammie.

she wants to go check out some jackets.

oh ya! i saw this really nice bag at one of the random shops.

its like only $27.90!! weeses!

haha. i'll get it soon! oh we met up with venetia at ard 4 plus.

then we went to eat at tcc.

i didnt know there was a tcc at holland la.

blur me. i've been going there since sec3.

and i didnt realise it. is it new? lol.

check out my food!

it's so pretty! i fergot what's it called tho.

apparently its for chocolate lovers.

(like urs truely) HAHA!!

but yea. its really good. =)

oh and not forgetting our drinks too!

pretty right! haha.

thats oreo milkshake (left)

sea of passion (centre)

raspberry tea smoothie (right).

nice nice! i felt so happy after that. heh!

after that we went for training at PHS.

we cabbed there cuz we were obviously late.

too busy enjoying ourselves. lol!

training was fine. physical wasnt that bad too.

but i'm suffering from a mild backache.

oh anw, after training, we went to hidayah's mum's shop to eat.

i ate horfun. it was different but nice.

then her dad brought us to amk train station in his lorry.

damm cool la! i havent sat in a lorry before!

so cool! hahaha!

overall i had lotsa fun.

really!

i love VB-peeps =)

omggg naked mole rat! woo!

ive officially switched eye candy alr haha!
block tests starts tmr. first paper's GP.
i'm quite nervous tho.. i'll do well!
GO MELLIE!!!
i'll be going out this saturday.
with kok. then for training.
i'll see if i can do some light shopping. heh heh.
last time i'll be leaving my house before the tests.
anw, i went back to the shop for the cap the other day.
i was about to pay for it alr.
and they tell me they dont hv new ones.
mean like, i cant be buying that right?!
its a cap! not a bag for god's sake.
sighs. i'll see if other outlets sell it.
if none does, ferget it alr. not meant to be mine then. =[
i want shoes!! this time i'll make sure its mine forever.
cant stand wearing them once and giving them away.
sickening can. really dont feel like selling my shoes.
theyre so pretty and i looove them. lol!
kay whatever. i'll get more shoes then. haha!
oh and i want to get more bikinis too.
i recommend alla u girls out there to not go for ROXY.
unless ure damm rich, that is.
cuz it really cannot last.
or should i say, it's only strictly for tanning.
if u swim in it, white will become yellow.
the material gets a little rough.
and the prints will fall off when u wash it too many times.
the ROXY on my bikini became ROYY.
wth la. my frens say sheer romance is nice.
i'll go check it out. x)

whatever makes you happy
whatever you want
you're so very special
i wish i was special